as time does its thing

i guess the last time i posted was the day i was laid off.... amazing how little blogging, internet networking, chatting, instant messaging becomes so insignificant when you're not trying to kill some hours on the job. 

It was a great time to be laid off and i realized it was a positive change in my life - anyone that knows me understands i hate changes of most kinds.  but this time of year has given me the opportunity to catch up on a life i used to have.  before the 70hr work weeks, missed birthdays, happy hours, ladies nights, etc...

even though i don't work anymore i've been fairly busy.  trying to keep up with the house (bills!) and relationships (there's a great one!) i've been gone a lot.  last weekend while visiting home i was told i don't seem to be too worried about being unemployed and i realized it's not that i'm taking this lightly but really that i'm long overdue for just enjoying myself.  believe me, i'm worried about being unemployed... but....

i'm enjoying myself.